Last night, I met up with Auda, one of my good friends from my old University. It's been awhile since our last time together, and like we always end up, we talk for hours, mostly about our love life and some realizations and observations with the help of course with what we learned in psychology.
It's always a good thing that you get to talk with friends. Friends help you discover and understand yourself better... It's like you're talking with a psychologist or a counselor. The only difference is friends directly say what they think you could/should do, while counselors have to beat around the bushes and let you discover things by yourself; solutions and realizations needs to come from you. Anyway, they're just the same... they help you. Good thing I have an all-in-one friend. :D
I am a trusty person... But if there's one person I'd like to share totally everything that's going on, that would be Auda. I have other good friends, but nothing beats a friend who gives full attention, throws frank questions, and shares her point of analysis.
We've talked about a lot of things to the extent I ignored my Mom's call, asking me to go home. LOL. Somehow I didn't want to go home 'cause I know I'll be having those thoughts again that I've been trying to avoid for the whole day.
Anyway, I did went home. Mom was upset that I arrived home almost midnight. Good thing she didn't nag all the way. Just one sentence and she went straight to their room upstairs. I somehow felt guilty though, but I know I really need to verbally express the things that have been happening lately... specially the confusions I'm having. It's hard that I'm away from my friends... And I haven't found any close friends at school yet... That's why I bug Auda. :D
Since I'm guilty of what happened last night, I didn't sleep with my parents. Yep. A twenty year old who still sleeps with her parents. Since the "cool-off" happened two months ago(?), I don't feel comfortable anymore with sleeping alone. I always wake-up after four hours of sleep. And last night, I didn't have any sleep at all... I don't know how to solve this problem. Even though I keep the lights on, or find a comfortable position, I just can't sleep. If I do, it's already 5:00am.
I'm still good with going out alone, it's just the sleeping at night I find really difficult.
Anyway, I better go now, I have to go to school.
Laterz ^__^
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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hitess... it's good nga naa ka mga friends na maminaw sa imong probs... unta maayu na na sya...
ayaw lng sad kayu isipa kay basi magkasakit ka ana [nagsalita ang maramg problema XD]
ayo2x pirme
Funny. It just so happens na you're the one friend whom I feel I can talk to about anything and everything. Kabalo man ka Tes na daghan ko close friends diba...and close jud pud nako sila. Hehehe. Pero naa japun ko dili maingun sa ila na sa imu lang nako maingun. =D I feel man gud na you're truly listening and I find you non-judgmental, yet at the same time, honest and (subtly?) straightforward. Hehe. Perhaps that's what I like best about making chika with you. I feel accepted and listened to, and perhaps I simply love talking with someone who's as open-minded and opinionated. ;) Diba I always tell you na dati, katong wala pa ko kaayo kaila sa imo, I'm very careful with what and how I speak...pero karon, tawon...wala'y preno. Hahaha. Anyway, hope to see you again soon. Or at least, keep in constant touch. Mwah! =)
-audie =P
cguro may anxiety ka na din sis? ako din ganyan dati di makatulog at kung makatulog mahaba na ang 1 hr hmmm cguro try mo pagurin ang sarili mo sa maghapon para makatulog ka ng mahimbig sa gabi..
Aww it must be hard not being able to sleep! I guess there is a lot on your mind, going on. Your post before this sounded quite unhappy, I hope you figured a few things out by talking to Auda?
kate : I'm feeling much better now... nakatabang sad ni na experience sa akong problems.
lagi, sige ra man gud ko ug hunahuna ug lain ba... pero dugay naman sad ko wala kaagi ug ingani. somehow improvement na ni. pero mas ok unta kung mas mapamaayo pa nako next time.
auda : uuuuyyy... nagcomment siya. salamat audz.
parehas man ta ug nafeel. I'm happy na despite sa last months nato sa ADDU na wala sad ta naguban, we're still good friends, ug nagasturyahanay gihapon ta. ^__^
thanks kaau sa tanan audz. Muuuaaahhh!
joanjoyce : siguro ganun nga sis. minsan nga napapaisip ako na magtake na lang ng sleeping pills pero, hindi naman rin puede yun na lang ang gawin kung solution para sa problemang toh.
anong ginawa mo para maregular ulet sleep mo sis?
mspennylane : yes, talking to my friend did help. I was able to let my feelings and thoughts come out... and now I'm feeling much better. though with the sleeping problems, I still haven't figured out what to do about it. the only thing that has been effective is sleeping with my parents... but sometimes I would want to sleep alone, mainly because I might "sleep talk" hehe... and they might hear something they should not know.
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